:')

today is the day that , i've just promised to myself , to let go of him , andd forget about him . he has no interest in me . so why should i let this feeling keep growing right ? so the best thing that i have to do is , let him be with the one that he likes , andd forget ablot him andd try to erase this feeling . i must try harder . we must try our best to achive success . i can live without him right ? so just forget about him . i have to . he got many secret admires . he can pick which one that he wants . isnt it ? yahh . i love him but i have to let him go . he's not mine andd not going to be mine . 

bak kata orang dulu2 ; 'bunga bukan sekuntum , kumbang bukan seekor' andd 'cinta itu buta'

i have to trust that now . because he's not a good-looking boy but i fell in love with him . andd there is many boys out there . not only him .