himm :(((((

today is a day of school . the first day of school after holidays ferr 2 week . and and , i saw him at school . he got a new haircut . its umm . . not bad . but his haircut is not making him more gorgeous . but still i like him . if i still having a crush on him until nxt year and so on , well then , i think it will not be a crush anymore . it would be love . goshh , i hate love . cuz i know i would never ever get him . idk why i like him . its bullshit . he's not gorgeous like LEE GI KWANG or MINHO . he's just an ordinary namja(korean language) . thaits all i want to share . tengs guys ferr hearing this prob of mine . :(( . i wish that , i could forget him even for 1 sec . but still i'm thinking of him every sec . its fuckingly bullshit !