him :(

you know i've been liking you all over this time . i try my best to decrase this feeling . and at last , my feeling for you is decreasing . what a relief . but , i still have some feelings left for you . i hate it . i don't want to have a crush on you . when i'm trying to forget bout you , you always appear in front of me or near me . gosh , i hate this feeling . Oh Allah , help me to forget all about him . not even tiny about him . please , i beg You .