LONG POST AHEAD~~
Wheww! Berhabuk dah blog ni.
Lebih setahun tak update. yep u see ive been busy with life dealing with things.
I've once posted abt my pmr result didnt i? Alhamdulillah fr that. Up to this day im still thankful fr it.
So i got into SM Teknik JB and met some good friends there and great teachers too.
Lets just cut things short, alhamdulillah rezeki Allah nak kasi, i actually got 9As for my spm.
9A 1B actl.
Got 2A+, 5A, 2A-, 1B+
Not that smart but those were an achievement fr me and my family. Alhamdulillah
Since my spm result is quite okay, decided to apply for some scholarships to study abroad.
Still remember it has always been my dream to study abroad. really, it has.
So i got the offer to attend an interview from jpa. Went, and didnt have high hopes.
I even told my parents if i got the scholarship i wouldnt want it. Bcs of the course fr the scholarship wasnt the course that i dreamed to pursue.
u see, i wanted to pursue dentistry but then i didnt take biology in my spm
i thought i still can be a dentist even if i dont hv biology in my spm. and yea i cant.
Then the result for jpa scholarship went negative fr me. I was like hmm okay.
Then after a while i got shortlisted to ysd 1st interview.Yup i applied for Yayasan Sime Darby scholarship.
The ysd hv 3 interviews. If u pass the 1st one then u'll move to the 2nd and so on
Surprisingly as to how bad i did during the 1st iv, i managed to move to the 2nd stage.
The 1st iv was a phone interview, almost missed it, but thank Allah fr everything.
The 2nd iv happened a week after i enroll in CFS IIUM.
I tell u, the 2nd iv was a computer test. U hv to take a test on computer, involved calculations and verbal reasonings.
It was VERY hard.
The upu result was out and i actually got the offer to my most fav uni bcs of its islamic ways and laws
My course was Foundation in English. I cried at first bcs i wanted to pursue dentistry.
After some duas, asking family and friends, i decided to go for it.
Allah knows best. He always does.
So with a redha heart, i was enrolled in cfs iium.
Made some good friends. Good friends i'll be missing later on. missing them already.
And once again surprisingly, i managed to move to the 3rd/final stage iv.
Which is an iv conducted by the senior executives of ysd.
Im not gonna tell u how it went.
But i tell u it didnt went good.
I've always feel like'i dont belong here' when i was in cfs iium.
So im guessing maybe i will actually get the ysd scholarship?
But then when the 3rd iv ended, hah. Nope theres no way im gonna get the scholarship.
I did terribly. Thats what ive been telling myself. i messed up.
And i was like hmm okaylah doesnt matter if i stay in cfs iium. have my friends here. so its okay.
3 weeks ago, an email came to me.
Yes guys, i actually got the Ysd Scholarship. Alhamdulillah. But up to this day it still feels surreal to me.
Its hard fr me to comprehend the fact that im going to China this September to pursue my study there.
And its been only like 5 days since i applied fr withdrawal at cfs iium.
No longer a cfs iium student i was.
So yep thats all fr today. Very boring aint it?
Oh and actl i only fulfil the MINIMAL requirement for the scholarship.
Its all rezeki guys.Cause i promise u i dont have any special at all, and im not smart at all. im just an okay student. nothing outstanding. Everything that i got was all rezeki from Him and i cant thank Him enough. What im saying is, if its meant to be yours, it will be.
InsyaAllah later if im in my mood, i'll make a post abt the interviews.
And last, i've been missing my rogayahs a lot. and i miss my roommates in cfs too!
Tears would always fall whenever i think abt leaving them.
i'll be like 2,600 ++ miles away from them :"(
